cookies makes me go wee! ah! yeah! =)

2010-04-18T00:44:00.002+08:00

hi i have moved to http://bootsplusheels.onsugar.com/

BYE BLOGSPOT=)

2010-04-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MUHAIMIN HASSAN
i hope you like the DRZ, me and ur favourite car.=)
hugs baby!

as usual, your bitchy girlfriend
fai-min

2010-04-15T09:52:00.001+08:00

pagi pagi look at your face.

make me go crazy!! hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

2010-04-14T12:54:00.003+08:00

ouh fuck i was busy posting stuff and i FORGOTTEN ABOUT JOHN'S CENA BIRTHDAY!

happy 23th birthday b..
i sayang you you you you je.
u nak present ape?
i knew, u wan me and DRZ and your favourite car!
i shall grant it for you
if u fucking get drunk.
i will beat you!

your forever laughing gurlfriend,
fai-min

ENGAGED

2010-04-14T10:00:00.004+08:00

It's so funny. I'm engaged to fion but i think coz of chia ming is also engaged to me.and she removed her status with me. My status with fion was affected. =(

fancy ponytails hair.

2010-04-13T16:49:00.002+08:00

hey gurls, just a little hairdo maybe you would like to try since weekend draws near...=)
Step 1 curl you hair

For straight or wavy hair, hold a curling iron vertically, and curl small sections at a time, carefully rolling the iron away from your face. For curly hair, apply a frizz-fighting cream to damp strands and air-dry, then use a curling iron for touch-ups.

Step 2 Tease at the Crown

Lift pieces at the top of your head and tease toward the roots to create height. Do this in small sections, spraying each with hairspray so they don't fall. When you have enough volume, gently comb back the top layer to smooth over any knots.

Step 3 Tie to the Side

Gather all of your hair into a low side pony, positioning it just behind your ear. Secure with an invisible elastic. Finish the look by tying a colorful ribbon in a bow around the elastic, then pulling a few wispy pieces out to frame your face.

2010-04-13T16:27:00.003+08:00

I'm in THIRD YEAR NOW.

when school reopen after 6 weeks of attachement, i'm gonna start my final year.
Everything seems so fast nowdays. I can't chase time anymore.
Time is chasing me.If i never continue with the run, i'm just gonna be behind time.

And I'm taking pharamecutical Management.

If you could recalled back in my september 15, 2006 post about me having attachement at stiefel.
It's a pharamecutical industry. I think i was attached for 6 months or so. I could hardly recalled.
But ya, final year i'm majoring in that.. Looking at the module, FOOHOOO! i better not sleep in lecturer. But i can sure keep quiet. hahaha!

2010-04-12T16:55:00.001+08:00

Jom!!!

2010-04-12T12:50:00.003+08:00

hi, i'm very bored at work.

Ouh ya, i dont understand some people sometimes, you insulted her so much and go around telling people about her. And now, wow! look at your display picture. awesome. bestfren seh!
hahahaha. how i wish i could laugh at your face. but i bet you are too idiotic to understand.
hHAHAHAHA.. OKAY I MIND MY OWN business. but sorry la i was bored.. And i unintentionally saw. hahahaha.

ouh life. woops!

2010-04-11T00:35:00.001+08:00

dear john,

makcik kau punye laki messi!

2010-04-08T17:44:00.002+08:00

2010-04-08T14:05:00.003+08:00

sometimes in life, things might not sounds and seems easy.
We have to move on.
Sometimes in life, we dont have a choice
We have to move on,
Sometimes in life, the correction we did, dont seems to be accepted
we have to move on,
Sometimes in life, things happened without us wanting and knowing,
we still move on
Sometimes in life, despite feeling upset and disappointed,
we still move on..

That just shows that life is unfair, we dont seems to be able to make a choice on how we want things to be. It seems hard to get what you want and ditch the correction in life.

Sometimes i wonder, why must the world be unfair to each other.
I'm so helpless looking at people not having their own satisfaction in whatever they want and need. All we could do is just pray for their health and safety. I hope everyone is good, everyone i know. every single one..

love the world.

2010-04-08T11:08:00.007+08:00

Thinking about the days that past, i seriously miss my ITE life.
School has been a joy ride for me.
I definitely can't bring back the times, but i will sure keep inside my heart.

Meeting alot of people with different characteristic and personality.
Friends i made will never be erased.

Next week is john's birthday.=))))))))))))))))))))))

His favourite song

I got no "IDEA" what to do!!
I'm so sexcited for the PITBULL CONCERT!!

2010-03-29T14:40:00.005+08:00

This guy here, is actually John's closes friend. We just had a random updates about life.
And i got to log out. when i logged in another day. He said this about his "snow white girlfriend.=)" hahahahahahahaha.. catch up soon you both!

Sweeet chicken he is.
semoga berpanjangan hingga ke syurga. amin.

2010-03-29T12:53:00.003+08:00

time flies so fast.
it's the end of march running to april!
wow! 2 more weeks and attachment is over.

John's birthday is coming.
Turtles's birthday is also coming.

Second sis is intending to have a birthday celebration for turtles at Downtown east chalet.
Alamak, hectic lagi aku. kene tolong tolong.
ikhlas la.... hahaha knn!

Fion's birthday was awesome.i hope you like the surprised fion.
and saint james was (podium=awesome).

Let's talk about my results.
I'm a little disappointed but still, mechanics never disappoint me at all...
Worth the cans of redbulls. You just got to A's it..=)

and also Engineering maths 3.=)

next sem year 3. I bet it's gonna be tough.
I will survive.......=)))

Can't wait to meet iffa phang and Farhana rahim!

2010-03-23T20:32:00.002+08:00

Honestly, it's been a little upsetting not having enough strength to push the team up.
If only things wouldn't have happened, it wouldn't be this disappointing,
I have been holding my feeling for the team for a long long while
Cause i never wanted them to know. And i want them to know that i'm not weak.
And i'm not.
I will fight for this team
Never will it close down at any will.
I will do my very best and uphold the team.

SP!!

2010-03-21T11:09:00.002+08:00

Attachment has widen my options for future.
$$$$$ degree!
that's the issue.
nevermind i'm willing and i bet there's gonna be a way.

I always wanted to be a policewoman.
I remember my npcc days.
Station inspector..

Then i realised that it doesn't end there.
It needs good qualification to get a good pay in the force.

NIE? I'm not very sure also. Diploma again.
It's gonna be a long journey again.

It's so fast third year already.
Time is running fast nowdays.

And i also thought of getting involved in the petrol industry company
or even marine company.

ouh life, i believe i will achieve someday. insyallah
So do you, let's succeed together.
If you fall someday, just believe that there's always a better option in life.
Just gotta reach out for it.

hi five friends!

2010-03-19T11:12:00.001+08:00

I SWEAR.
bob marley the coolest.

This is Ziggy marley, bob marley's son and the gorgeous lauryn hills

2010-03-18T12:54:00.002+08:00

let me tell you frankly, i do and i really do love you.
But sometimes i just don't want to create a scene unnecessarily.
That's why it's a white lies.
I don't intend to be selfish and have a good time without you.
You are never gonna loosen up abit on me.
Boarder line is it's a lie.

And i'm so sick of this white lies!

2010-03-13T02:04:00.001+08:00

2010-03-10T14:42:00.002+08:00

I'm in Kurihara office now.
Just envying the surrounding and staring into space.

I'm officially not permit into the contruction site.
So here i am in the ofiice.

I have learnt so much in the construction.
Bangla and the foreign workers are very nice people.
I felt so welcome in the construction site.
will upload the pictures soon.

2010-03-09T22:27:00.003+08:00

So ya, im having attachment now, and it's the third day tomorrow.

CONSTRUCTION SITE WAS AWESOME!

you never get to see what i see.
only engineers do.hahahah

2010-03-07T11:46:00.003+08:00

After sooo much fun this week. =))
Soccer at cage & soccer again!
Clubbing and clubbing again!

tomorrow will be a week of work!

ITP.
I just hope it's not a bitchy crowd through, as it's a japanese company.

Got tonnes of things to do today. ouhhh!

2010-03-02T02:24:00.002+08:00

Corporal Muhaimin Hassan,
i love you so much. You have know how much i do.
I will swim in the deepest ocean for you.
I will rather drown myself for you,
The time spend with you was splendid.
From football, i start falling for you and it never ends till now.

Despite my imperfections, you love me through everything.
I make me feel that life is so gorgeous with you.

Muhaimin, i love you..

So please call. i miss you already..

Your bitchy girlfriend,

Fairuz Bashir

2010-03-01T15:13:00.002+08:00

ouh hey exams are over. i smell home all the time.

football again.=P

2010-02-28T13:38:00.002+08:00

I was shocked when i received the message, but i know you are in good hands.
Allah lebih menyayangi mu.
Knowing you in gym was the best thing that can happened.
You have convey me useful knowledge on fitness and exercise.
Thank you my friend.

That friendly body builder i will rmb is salleh.

semoga allah memcucuri rahmat mu.
al fatihah

the gorgeous one

2010-02-20T23:55:00.004+08:00

fion, i sayang you.

You know who.

2010-02-20T23:44:00.002+08:00

Despite the silences,i still remember you.

always do, in my heart=)

2010-02-19T22:56:00.006+08:00

Ouh ya im bloody hell glad that design and build module is over!!!!

You never know how much shit i have been through for the past 5 months, struggling and leading the team for this module. It's not a 3 weeks project when you can do it last minute. For this project everything is scheduled.You will cry if you are behind time. And it's damn a nuisance as it causes alot of problem with designing. Apart from that my class got a bloody bitch lecturer, he is an unreliable source. Well, maybe that's what poly is all about independent work and self research based. Preparing us to working force. But still back to the picture, my lecturer is idiotic ass. Everyone hates him now.

Apart from all the nuisances, wemanage to over-come the obstacle together as a team.
And getting it over and done with.

Below is the parts that me and my team drew and assembly.

The final product in 2D drawing

2010-02-19T22:47:00.002+08:00

Ouh hello

my blog, long time no blog.. haha!
well, im in a middle of study break.just dropping by to say hi to my blog.

as usual everyone is feeling stressed over our coming exams,
let's not talk about my exams here.

I'm gonna kick thousands of ball after my papers.
I miss playing soccer and running so badly, sometimes i even feel like running home.
from school ridiculous! hahah

but only it could happen. If it does. it will be a motard. instead of running. woohooo!

my chinese looking mum, 2rd turtle and me

2010-02-16T11:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY CHINESE FRIENDS!=)

2010-02-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

exams is coming, and i'm jogging,
and tomorrow i'm running.

dont catch me, im running my lungs out for the paper.

after exams attachment! argh!

i'm planning to go KL after exams.

hello all.

2010-02-05T16:03:00.001+08:00

i love Fion.

2010-02-04T18:40:00.001+08:00

sometimes i feel sad coz you cant see thru me.

you never see the light in me

2010-01-30T21:39:00.001+08:00

I got exactly 3 weeks to prepare for my exams.
Thinking about the exams is making me nervous.
i have been a good girl this days.
staying at home.
spending my week ends at home with my family and boyfriend.

and with my soccer bitches.

I'm having a good time ditching part time job!=)
but sad part is im always broke and limited to eveything.
But it's okay, sometimes money is not everything that matters...

i love muhaimin, mum, dad, sisters, turtles, and my friends=)

2010-01-27T23:54:00.002+08:00

mentally tired!
dont ask me now.
im just exhausted with things around me!
blur vision, lack of time. not being systematic over things.

i better get things on my hands.
i got to grab it all in my hands..
before i slip it even more deeper!

i need a vacation.
min and fai

2010-01-26T14:49:00.002+08:00

Hahaha. thinking about myself and you just makes me smile.

I know you are still angry but i love you la muhaimin hassan.

hi=)

2010-01-17T12:26:00.001+08:00

2010-01-16T11:57:00.002+08:00

Hernie Natra,

girlfriend i hope you feel better, i know you me lynnie has been wanting to meet each other. Yet we havent get together yet. We will plan for it soon ya,Sunday? Pasir ris?
And with your condition now, we shall meet up soon okay babe.
I really hope you stay strong. Look at the bright side ya, a great person like you deserve something even more. There's always a reason why things happen. Eventho we might not be very close, i know you since our younger days. Let's meet up really soon, and i hope my and lynnie's presence with cheer you up alittle,

Hugs,
Fai

2010-01-16T11:41:00.000+08:00

I have to get the hang out CAD!

20%

2010-01-14T19:42:00.002+08:00

hey, im feeling so hectic today
Just got home from school, giving tuition later at 8pm.

Time check 7.47pm
I better get my shower soon.
yawn!

Miss muhaimin!

2010-01-13T11:03:00.002+08:00

my sunday will be spend on amirul.
He is in CDC soccer now.
Got him a nike boots.
And i really hope this will encourage him to be more keen in his studies.
Acu love you boy!

2010-01-13T10:14:00.003+08:00

I feel like pouring my heart out,
Last night wasnt what i expected, despite knowing that people will get rowdy and stuff.
But i totally didnt though things will turn out this way.
I should have just gone back after wavehouse.

My judgement was false,
It was full of drama and i hate to pretend.
Childish acts and just rudeness. I dont wish to see this shit anymore.
It's so hard for me as i was just neutral to things,
Stop being influence by other people judgement.
Have your own rights, dont be a follower without knowing the journey.
You just look so idiotic!

and the most fucking idiotic thing was, i lost my contact lenses again,
some people just dont understand when i said NO.
i feel like screaming to your face.
well, i'm sick of this,
walk properly. coz it sucks holding a drunkard person.
Watching theatre with auditions involved sometimes gets messy.

argghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

New day now,

Muhaimin is sexy, love you police officer

2010-01-07T21:50:00.003+08:00

same as ever. Hectic as ever. My days has never been as easy, it's always full of things.
Juggling with Soccer, Work, School, Assignment, Maching Development, Tutorials.
It's never easy. With family, john cena and friends. i'm always appreciating their presences to reduce the stres and trouble away,

I received a letter from the army for a engineering specialization.
It would be on the 16th jan. I hope i wouldn't be having anything on that day.
I'm wondering what scope they offer there.
I'm still in doubts about Civil servants career. The pay is small tho.
Unless you further studies and with the certs. Pay will be more satisfactory=)

Ouh well, we see how it goes.

I seriously want to further studies.
$ please drop from the sky!

IPHONE! * tick.

2010-01-02T13:39:00.002+08:00

2009-12-31T13:49:00.002+08:00

i dont want this night life anymore. sleeping late. having headache.
Getting flu and running nose.

I'm starting to dislike my new work place.
Everyone is fine, just that i dont know why i dont feel comfortable there.
Maybe izzit cause i'm new or maybe i'm blaming my fever!
Sucks when you got to work on NYE TILL 6AMMM!!!
That's just fuck! i wonder will i survived!
Well, definitely i will la. just that fuck fuck this shit sak!

Argh! i think i made up my mind.
I might be leaving.

Went to butter factory with john cena,
I swear i hate that place. banyak mata sepet sak!
I think the DJ is drunk or had a bad day!
The songs was making me even more shitty!
Full stop no more butter!

But it's was nice grinding my john cena(muhaimin).

2009-12-30T15:06:00.001+08:00

i swear he is sex!!!

2009-12-27T14:58:00.000+08:00

I'm glad things are better now. I love you muhaimin

2009-12-25T15:16:00.003+08:00

I'm mad because i love you
So stop and think that maybe you coukd learn to appreciate me.
You never gonna change?

why you hurt me?

2009-12-20T13:46:00.001+08:00

Hari sabtu main bola jadi Champion=)

Sex!

2009-12-19T00:36:00.002+08:00

to A slut

2009-12-18T05:42:00.003+08:00

I dont know why i really hate you.
But i promise myself not to be bitchy.
I really do hate you alot you know. hahaha!
I think i better cut it out.Coz you are wasting my precious time...

after this post i shall erase you...

rubbing rubbing rubbing..

loaddding.. A slut erased...

database cleared=)

living life Peacefully.

yesh!

2009-12-13T18:36:00.003+08:00

After so many years of waiting, and it's finally here.
Bersyukur kepada allah subahanallah.
We got to meet nur fathihah binte rajman. my first niece. I feel so touched yet happy to speak to her over the phone the other day.

And today my whole family left to johor to visit her.
But as for me i'm stuck at home. I forgotten to renew my passport and it's expired!
i totally forgottennnnn.
i feel like shit now. rotting at home!

2009-12-12T16:33:00.003+08:00

i was taking my afternoon nap. When i was awaken by my mum rushing telling me that it was a call from fatihah. Bersyukur alhamduiliah!

How i wish my passport has not expired!!!
i feel damn sad=''''((((((((((((((((((((9

2009-12-11T10:08:00.002+08:00

Plants Vs Zombie. ouh hell. I'm so hooked up with this game. Thanks to my classmates that actually introduce to me during mst.
Luckily i got hooked after mst if during! mati aku besar kan game je. hahaha!

Anyways i got a long day today sak! i will be going to school at 1pm. Elective module the got to head down to Machining Aseembly Development Centre. My group project work is tough. And i'm the leader of the team. I hope i'm able to lead the team well=) After machining, my classmates are heading to haji lane. It's been awhile since i last headed there.

Let's sheesha!

Might be meeting hetty on monday.
Tried calling ikin but no answer.

I better get my ass moving its already going to 11.30am!!

CAN'T WAIT TO MEET MY MR CORPORAL!=)))

!

2009-12-10T16:38:00.004+08:00

MST IS OVER!
let me repeat it's over!!

So i can spend hours on my lappie listening to sheila on 7!!

So much for swimming after school!! pool is on maintenance!!!

bloody bloody!!

Kita berlari dan terus kan bernyanyi!!!!!

2009-12-09T16:09:00.006+08:00

Yes i know! dont tell me i know. I'm growing.

Despite thinking about the disappointment, i have moved on.
How i wish it was better of celebrating with alot of love.
No point talking about it. I'm still upset. I just have hide it out.
Sometimes love make me sick.

You are not smart enough to splatter the colours to the numbers that i'm couting.

can you let me hold that colourful balloons? i promise i wouldnt let go.

2009-12-03T17:50:00.002+08:00

Life been hectic with assignments tutorials and MST coming.
Next week! i could hardly catch up. I'm still running chasing time..
I hope it's not too late.

just excuse me.

2009-11-27T23:05:00.002+08:00

i'm waiting for muhaimin..

anyways selamat hari raya aidil adha kepada semua umat islam.

tomorrow will be a long day for me.

2009-11-26T03:29:00.001+08:00

This is one very good reason why i love you

2009-11-23T16:30:00.003+08:00

Hi. i'm actually in school and im having headache!.
Thinking of the number of days to mst. making my head feel so heavy!
It's starts on the 7-11 decemeber!

I can't wait for the paradise after that!.

Definitely fico on the list
And club like a bitch!

i'm leaving for home at 5pm.

B, has been busy with work and stuff. ..
I don't feel like elaborating,.
I just missed him that's all i can say!

headache again
headache again

Im looking forward fro wednesday.
As i can kick the ball!

ouh fuck i just remember!
School field is actually closed for the youth olympics training!
fucking bitch!!! argh!
Let's pray we figure a way!

Apen's birthday surprised a success!
I had fun with the apen, sally, mok, sher, gab and the rest for the flirt game.
I swear it burst the lesbian out in me! hahahahaha! i had funt tho!
Even went to ernie's birthday co-incident it was at pasir ris too!
Met skidded and the rest!

I missed hernie's birthday!
On saturday, i was working. No enough people and since i wasnt working on friday! i got to cover up for the week.
sorry babe, but i hope you had fun with lynnie bitchy and the rest!=)

headache again
headache again
headache again
headache again
headache again
headache again

I'm off now!

2009-11-22T13:21:00.001+08:00

Having MID SEMESTER TEST!!

November babe

2009-11-17T00:43:00.002+08:00

Well another birthday to celebrate.=))

Happy 21th birthday hernie natra!

Hope 21th is a blast for you..

Best wishes in ur life and in whatever you do.

All the best in your career in teaching.

Semoga success!!! hugss babe

catch up soon..

2009-11-16T23:08:00.001+08:00

fuck it nobody can bring me down!
not even elizabeth lambert!!

-----------------------

I MISS MUHAIMIN HASSANNN!!!

2009-11-15T11:56:00.005+08:00

Sunday morning.=)

I just got up when i received a message from bitchy about the book on my 27 th october post.Then i actually back track the time by viewing by older post.

March 2007.
Time run very fast indeed. And it was about my family outing with my turtles and mum. Mum loves to go cycling. Irfan looks so small and cuter back then. hahahah! If im not wrong that was his first bicycle lesson and now he is a champion. He rides so fast now.

22 March 2007,
That was the day i was very confused about getting to higher nitec.The ways that i decide to further my education after nitec. Honestly, i regret not putting my best effort in nitec.I realized that i was in interested in petrochemical industry after i graduated.While in the course,i was busy committing with my cca floorball and soccer. And i would skipped class just to play soccer with my classmates at the rockwall area.Bitch la aku. hahah! And i and tiff would go to the canteen to check out on our eye candy including amin. hahaha! Back then when boyfriend was my eye candy.He was fucking shy. WTH la b.!hahah. I could recalled he smile and face on the table when his friends called my name and pointed to him. ahahah!! thanks to roy handsome. Ouh hey back to the first, i feel very fortune for having positive friends for helping me and motivate me in my days in ite tampines. My classmates and close friends are mostly guys.Thanks to the close one like Mas ariswady, muzamir, hazizul, dee, fat chicken and many more. For making me where i am now.

30 September 2007
Apart from the dissapoint moments in ITE central floorball, i managed to grow to a stronger person. People just judge me from what the heard. And I could not believed , i stay through out the upset and the backstab. Just imagine months for them to actually realized who i was. I don't know why i stay. I was having a positive attitude towards so many things.. I bet if it's you,you would have just leave without regretting any lost. So after back tracking, i realized that i can do it.If i believed it or even if it takes to sacrifice. But one things was i made alot of girlfriends when i got into the central floorball team. And i made some good friends. But due some circumstances we are not close anymore. It's fine some friends are meant to stay for awhile.
We all grow..

03 November2006

My virgin clubbing trip thanks to my close buddy calista.We went to momo.When i was with her, i realized that what's the need of ID?haha! She seems to know a lot of behind the scene people .Thanks to her boyfriend.Was spectacular day, i dance my ass away. happy happy yeah!! We went to marriot living room, coco latte, devils's bar and momo. Despite it was the first i managed to stay alcohol free even till now.=)

12 Novermber 2007 check out my november 2007 posted.

Minah crew=)
hahahah! This moment when everyone was close.

-----------------------------------------------
i definitely missed my sister's bonding..
i feel sad to see the pictures.
As we grow up

2 January 2006

And was reading through my passed anniversary celebration.
hahaha! It was hilarious how my bf change from boy ns to a man=)
i love you b. 29 November 2009, 3 year and counting=)

Girls nite out

The sleep over i had with my girls, hetty and abi.=)
looking through at the pictures makes me laugh my ass off.
bra to our eyes=)

Dates with ikin.
a for sure to be remember=)

And my first raya with muhaimin

till then i love myself

2009-11-14T18:27:00.003+08:00

Counting the hours to work make me sick.
Bloody part time job, i wish i was a rich girl.
I have been bored with my working place ever since the old crew left.
It's been very dull. I'm still considering whether to leave or not.
The only thing that is holding me back is my very flexible manager who is willingly to cater to my busy schedule. And my work place is down with staff so i don't want to make things even harder for her. Ouh well, life still needs to move on.

It's been the raining season this month. Despite switching on the fan, i could already feel the breeze on my bed. And please bring umbrella when ever you are going out without thinking the harsh of it. It's a double harsh to feel it pouring on you. So i have brought my fold able umbrella to where ever. hahah! Hop on to my umbrella if you need a ride during raining days. That's if you are along my way.

Manicure and pedicure with nadia is a satisfy one.
We had out nails done at far east. I was having doubts at first, but after the service i felt doubts cleared. I got a french manicure and an express pedicure purplish colour.
Headed down to cahaya for dinner. Fried beef kway teow was graded 3.5/5 from me. But the yu tiou was super duper sedap.

Then work again..

Muhaimin just called. Oh bb i miss you. i miss you touching my bum.
i miss you kissing my hand. i miss you muhaimin!!
bbb shall we hit the club on our 3rd year anniversary?
I don't want the typical dinner and bla bla.

It’s like I waited my whole life

For this one night

Its gonna be me, you, and the dance floor

Cause we only got one night

Double your pleasure

Double your fun

And dance forever ever ever

2009-11-12T16:48:00.002+08:00

Ouh hey! I know mst is in december, but i feel the thrill..
hahahaha! book freak!

Today celebrated the november babys birthday in school.
It was damn funny and hilarious until the cleaner uncle was nagging at us.
About keeping the place clean. And he kept on bragging!!
Arghh! Mood looadingggg!! down down!
Not as if we made a big mess, if we do we are responsible enough to get it clean up.
The bonding with the mates was definitely a great one.

Well, Happy birthday NOVEMBER babys!!

Gerard, Mohideen, Ellis, Azrul, Ren Hua..

2009-11-10T22:52:00.002+08:00

You never go around and read my blog?
ARE YOU SURE?? hahahahahahahh!!
Self denial.. hahahha!

Lets see what's next after this....

Let's just stop=)

2009-11-10T16:53:00.006+08:00

You made a smart choice=)

ditch ditch ditch ditch!

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Okay la. Maybe i was wrong! Sorry laa. bitch!

happy? i'm happy...

hahahahahah!!!

jom main bola!

2009-11-10T16:35:00.002+08:00

shit! im damn hit on alot of equation running through my mind!!!

bloody hell!=)

2009-11-09T19:48:00.003+08:00

Zack's Birthday! Outing with my crew= Non stop fun!

HAPPY 22TH BIRTHDAY ZACK.=)

semoga berpanjang umur murah rezeki,

Best wishes in your life.=)

2009-11-09T17:43:00.003+08:00

Ikin, i miss you...
And i love you and will always do

ucapan takziah padamu.

2009-11-09T17:34:00.003+08:00

Al fatihah kepada Ashie's grandmother who passed away on 7 november 2009.

Semoga allah menlindungi nye dan memcucuri rahmat nye.
al fatihah.
amin ya rabili alamin,

2009-11-08T00:14:00.003+08:00

OMG! You told someone who dont even know me....
And that person actually told someone who know me!
And wahh lah!! it reached to me..
hahah!! small world right.. you see, i always knew that i will never tell the whole world about all this nonsense. Speaking of immature.HAHAHAHA! I'm in no position to say immature at anyone.=))

At least i dont tell the whole world and asked for sympathy..

You see!!!! No comment.. It's never gonna be from my super blog.=)

I love my blog anyway!
I dont chase you.
You chase me.=)

Let's play kite?

2009-11-04T23:21:00.002+08:00

It feels good to be by ur side. You shower me with your kisses and love.
Oh muhaimin , i love you, you only you

2009-10-31T15:12:00.003+08:00

It's funny how we totally forgotten about our anniversary.
But thanks to the word reminder.
And the next minute, Happy Anniversary Minfai..=)

Being with you have always been wonderful ride.
I miss playing soccer with you.
Despite your busy schedule at work, you never fail to make time for me.
Thanks muhaimin.
I could still recalled the time we first met.
Thanks to our national football times.
The time that love grew between us and it's still continuing to bloom inside our heart.

Love you Muhaimin Hassan

2009-10-31T14:46:00.003+08:00

kan kan kan kan! ah kan tak leh angkat!

berat sangat kan! tu la... hahaha!! too bad......

ooh ohh ohh obsessed! obsessed!
Ooh boy why you so obsessed with me?
Boy I want to know…
lyin’ that you’re sexin me when everybody knows
it’s clear that you’re upset with me
Ohh finally found a girl that you couldn’t impress
Last man on the earth… still couldn’t get this

2009-10-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

Ouh hey! Let's just give it up to me.
Hahaha!

Queensway with fafa was great=)
Shoess shoes shoes! That's all in my mind.
Special thanks to my boyfriend muhaimin hassan for the treat=)
Nike Air Max!=) I was really confused about getting nike or asics.
But nike never fail to capture my attention.

Training was cancelled due to men's POLITE games.
I definitely can't wait for nyp's game against sp.
Coz INDRA SHAHDAN DAUD is playing..

yeah!!! The captain wearing red. Number TEN some more!! hahaha..

2009-10-28T22:08:00.003+08:00

It's the fact. you better take it to your mind.

kiss me thru the phone!

2009-10-27T02:46:00.003+08:00

Honestly i dont need this, but must share this knowledge,very important
I can help you define if you can't understand the word forgiving..

Don’t let hurt feelings cause undue harm—learn to make use of the healing power of forgiveness! Charting different paths through feelings of betrayal, oppression, and humiliation, this compassionate book will help you understand forgiveness, find it within yourself, and pass this important knowledge to others.

The poignant stories in Becoming a Forgiving Person show how anyone can manage feelings of victimization and quench the lust for vengeance. You’ll gain a deeper understanding of the dynamics of being hurt, the inner struggles needed to truly forgive, and methods and skills for practicing forgiveness.

Combining religious and psychological insight, Becoming a Forgiving Person examines how forgiveness can enhance feelings of self-esteem, freedom, and intimacy. The personal stories in these pages illuminate the futility of revenge and show why apologies don’t always help. You’ll be inspired by these lessons on how to forgive yourself and other people by tapping into levels of spirituality that are deeper than the grievances you need to forgive. With its fascinating new perspectives on betrayal, revenge, apology, and reconciliation, Becoming a Forgiving Person will show you:

how to forgive without waiting for apologies
ways to find personal power and increase self-esteem
strategies for cultivating networks of supportive people to help you—or anyone—through difficult times
tactics for getting on with your life and finding inner peace
how and where to find opportunities to practice forgiveness

=)i just love myself

2009-10-26T22:24:00.005+08:00

Nice way to potray..

You are still a slut to me.

Dont forget about your standards.=P

2009-10-25T00:11:00.001+08:00

Have a huge ego! You got a huge ego!!

Can't stand you annoying!

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2009-10-23T23:55:00.002+08:00

First day of GEMS module was damn awkward.
After the ice breaking activities, i felt much better tho.
foooooo!
The module was much different compared to engineering.
My lecturer is friendly too. And majority are from china in the course. So i got a hard time interacting with them.

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The day is finally here.
After all the misunderstanding and confusion caused.
My cousin's wedding
She looks stunning gorgeous.=)
I could still see thoughts playing through their eyes..
It's never gonna end. I shall just ditch those nonsenses.

powernap!!!

Hetty is back from her surgery.
She seems to be very exhausted. But she is doing fine.
She is on rehabilitation program for further improver her condition.
I hope she recover well and soon.
Love you bestie!

2009-10-22T13:34:00.001+08:00

inspired! inspiring. inspiration..
determination motivated! motivation..

go go let go!

2009-10-21T12:56:00.002+08:00

i got home early this few days, as most practical classes starts next week.=)

soo anyone join me for a powernap! hhahaha

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no more puffing. no more inhaling, and puffing. bye bye!

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This jerk is a mother fucker!!!!!

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20091020/tap-singapore-crime-06f3cb7.html

2009-10-20T14:58:00.002+08:00

yesh! it's finally is back on my lap. hahaha
well,second day of school is honestly anxious.
The modules are much more advance compared to ITE modules.
Engineering maths 3 is a killer!

Hetty met an accident on wednesday. Glad that she is fine. She just fractured on the both wrist. Accompanied her at home last night with nonoi.

i need my power nap! adios!

2009-10-16T17:32:00.003+08:00

I want it ..
i will do it..
i will work hard for it.
i will do whatever it takes to get it.
Even when i got to make sacrifices.

Chin up!

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I love Muhaimin Hassan
I love Muhaimin Hassan

I love Muhaimin Hassan

2009-10-16T16:40:00.002+08:00

I don't know what she feels when she is here.

Just watching my life without her presence.

I don't seems to be smart to see

The friendship that sunk down in the sea.

Maybe there wasnt me all along.

And the countless number of time and days.

Everything seems silence around me.

I assume silence is the best for us.

I will definitely miss you.

2009-10-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

i have been busy and hectic with my stuff lately.
I definitely missed my blog. Laptop is still servicing.
I missed my lappie that's for sure.

Muhaimin hassan has been a sweetheart i love you...
Thanks for catering to me baby you are my man baby you blow me away..
To the good the bad the ups and the down i still be there for you....

2009-10-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

I'm in a place where i can't do much.
I can't speak,
I can't yell,
I can't ditch things.
I'm just left here feeling unsure.
What is the next move it's gonna be?

2009-10-04T01:15:00.002+08:00

Al fatihah to nenek.

Semoga allah mencucuri rahmat nya. amin ya rabil alamin.

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Muhaimin hassan, i truly love you with all my heart. If you are reading this i want you to know that you are my only one and only jay-z. No one can carry me like you do. No one can love me like you do. No one can cater to me like you do. I love you so much muhaimin.
You always showered me with your love and care.
I will stand by you in the ups and down we been thru..

Love your beyonce.(fairose)

i have been hectic with my raya outing with my friends. ITE tampines and ITE bukit batok mates. they are wonderful mates that's for sure.=)
Thanks to het for the surprised birthday cake at my place.
I was tremendously shocked. soo malu la.=)))
But i appreciate it alot. I love you hetty astika.
And thanks everyone for the two loud birthday songs.

2009-10-01T03:27:00.002+08:00

my hopes just crashed.
where were the real identity?
Or was it a potrayal. Just to cater to the needs and satisfaction.
Decided to pull my back. Twice is a slapped.
Even if the dream could be awake. I still didnt believe it happened.
Awkwardness and selfishness turned to this mess.
What more about losing the precious diamond? Diamond that's always said to be kept in the heart.
It's done, someday when light starts to shine on that darkness.

You will see.. someday i hope not to late...

2009-09-30T04:29:00.004+08:00

arrhhh!!! MY LAPPY IS DOWN! I NEED IT BACK!

WILL UPLOAD MORE PICTURES ONCE I GET IT BACK YA.

coz all the pics are in my lappy=()()()()()

Monday football was awesome..=)

and to Muhaimin Hassan..

u marah meeeeE???

I sayangggg you!!!!

muah!

2009-09-27T03:07:00.002+08:00

21th was damn fun.

Special thanks to my family,friends,boyfriend and everyone that makes my 21th happening.

St James rock my socks.

Surprised from soccer girls

Surprised from my familys.

thanks for the birthday wishes everyone.
Appreciate it alot.

more pictures to come

2009-09-25T17:47:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEE!!!!

IT WAS A BLASTING 21TH.

ALL DAY LONG PARTYS AND CELEBRATION TILL 7AM

Will upload the pictures soon=))

gifts

2009-09-21T23:50:00.005+08:00

20 September Amaliah and Azar=) for this two couple i wish them all the best in their relationship. Amaliah would definitely love a wedding by the poolside=) And it's a grand wedding for a great friend like her.*winks

23 September Raf- A motard and a new floorball stick for you. Love you sister lup=)
We shall got for dirt track together.=)

24 September, Aini- I know you just wanted this all our life!!!

For myself definitely a full racing suit! and Motard & Tonnes of CHANEL BAGS!!!

27 September. Lynnie bitch- i know you love this bitch! Including that hotty!

30 September Muzamir - i know you always wanted this ride!! hahahaha leh tompang aku gi skola! hahah.

2009-09-20T23:49:00.006+08:00

advance gift was definitely a pleasure=)
My cousins got me a coach wallet. And it's purple. (inside colour)

my favourite.......
sukeeeeee hehehe!

I got collection also today! hahahah!
Hari raya celebration was great as i manage to catch up with my cousins who have been busy with their own stuff and also ns.
Glad to know that they are all doing fine.=)
My second sister got to work unfortunately on the first day of raya, shit! i miss her.
Well, there's always tomorrow right..

2009-09-20T05:47:00.002+08:00

Dad's cooking is finger licking goodnesss=)

malam raya shopping was hectic and alots of bargain!
Bought all the neccessary needs for the family.=)
Thanks to muhaimin hassan for accompanying me and nagging!hahaa

=)

2009-09-20T05:44:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i dont like to favour people. When this goes out of hand, i just prefer to ditch you. To avoid unneccesary misunderstanding. You can tell everyone if you want, like you always do. =) So let's be it...

salam lebaran semua

2009-09-19T22:57:00.003+08:00

to my familys, friends and semua orang islam, selamat menyambut hari raya aidilfitri.=)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..

MOHON MAAF DI PINTAR!=)